Actually Be a girl, I guess?

I’m trans, I’ve been on HRT for a few years now, started on a low dose, and have slowly been bumping it up.

Problem is, I know nothing about clothes makeup, etc. And the fact that I’m colorblind makes that stuff feel incredibly difficult.

A number of cis women in my life initially seemed really supportive when I initially came out, but in trying to reach out, and ask for guidance they’ve largely been really cold and unhelpful :/