you need to be slow maxxing. you need to be reading long, fat books. you need to be making 48 chocolate chip cookies. you need to spend hours watching wildlife. you need to spend 15 mins making coffee. you need to breathe in and out. you need to be slowwwwwww

  • mrgoosmoos@lemmy.caEnglish
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    6 days ago

    oh, dude, it’s fucked how hard it is to just sit down and do nothing. like even to just sit there and have a few sips of coffee in the couch in the morning looking out at dawn progress, all I can think is “I should clock in and get to work so I can clock out earlier”

    I’ve really been trying to work on it this year, but there’s just so much I want to do. and then I have little motivation to actually do it after a long annoying day at work having had to make too many decisions and deal with too much bs that somebody else should have handled.