Asking because I remember telling my mom I wanna kms and she got upset and told me she regret giving birth to me.

Later when confronted, she told me she only said it because she was angry, that she didn’t mean it.

Nowadays she tells me she loves me (I mean she always told me she loved me, but then there are a lot of memories of me getting yelled at… so idk… wtf), that everyone in my family loves me (really mom? pretty sure my brother hates me to death).

Bipolar much?

(Pls don’t spam comments with “see a therapist”, working on it… healthcare system sucks to navigate)

  • 鳳凰院 凶真 (Hououin Kyouma)@sh.itjust.worksOP
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    14 hours ago

    Then they just sort of decided to have another so the first wouldn’t be alone… wish they hadn’t. Sister and I haven’t spoken in almost 20 years now.

    Omg my mom said this to be. She expected me and my older brother to become friends. Guess who the fuck caused my earliest traumatic memory?

    Bruh… I wasn’t even supposed to be born 😭 [China, One Child Policy]