Man failed all the reading assessments growing up

I get it. You want to pretend your smart and in your head that was super gotcha stuff right? And this is how you manage your ego illusion.

You got the desire and some weird sense of justice for sure, unfortunately that likely means youll just end up coping with who you actually were (which will not the version that you wanted to believe was of course) after the justice thing dies when your youthfulness is exhausted. Cause its not based on anything but that.

I do hope for better for you tho. Stop wanting answers to be what you want them to be and you’ll break out of it eventually

For all our sakes, get gud man