Why the fuck shouldn’t I kill my self?

Seriously, give me a fucking reason.

Idk can someone help me find a teaching job in the north. They won’t call back because my address isn’t there. I applied to hundreds of Chicago and Montana and other place jobs

I’m certified to teach every core high school subject. Every single one. Math, English, history and science. Test me on any of them if you don’t believe me. I’m best at science and math but I’ll do anything anywhere

here’s a kofi I guess

Edit: I’m really touched and honored by the fact that people have sent me money. I don’t know how to be grateful enough. I feel a little bit more hopeful about the world, I’m reeling from the fact that people wanted to help. Thank you.

  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldEnglish
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    18 days ago

    At least you still can. I have spent 11 years mostly stuck in a bed. I face homelessness when my folks die. When I have to fake being fine I physically fall apart and cannot function. I have a tiny chance to push myself with new meds but I know it will take everything out of me to try and work again. I will turn into a zombie imprisoned in a weak body that barely survived a broken neck and back. I’ve lost the best of my life and things will never again be as good as they are now because I am degrading faster than my age. Reach out to people any way you can.

    I was raised a Jehovah’s Witness and still am stuck with my witness family. I have to tread very carefully around that dogma and tribalism just to survive. I am not myself. I’m not allowed to be. It sucks, but it beats being homeless.

    We are all a product of our environment. That means being adaptable to survive. I want you to survive friend. I am your friend. I have little means and less ability, but I am here and I understand hard times. Exercise is the best solution for endorphins you can access to pull yourself up. I’ve been where you are, selling my stuff to survive. I still made it out of that mess. Volunteer at a soup kitchen if you have the chance and free time. That will put you in contact with altruistic people, the kind that may be better friends and if nothing else it should get you a free meal while refocusing perspective.