I feel you. If not for the immediate family, the aging dog, and maybe one or two friends that I have to be the one to put effort into maintaining any contact, no one would miss me or care. I don’t want to hurt them. My sibling is not directly trying to actively ‘go in’ (the community/activity word for dying in the course of the activity) in their hobby, but it’s a hobby with a death rate of about 1/20 per year of participants. In all likelihood, since I’m caring for one of my parents, I’ll get to see all of them pass on within a short period and then make my decisions.
I feel you. If not for the immediate family, the aging dog, and maybe one or two friends that I have to be the one to put effort into maintaining any contact, no one would miss me or care. I don’t want to hurt them. My sibling is not directly trying to actively ‘go in’ (the community/activity word for dying in the course of the activity) in their hobby, but it’s a hobby with a death rate of about 1/20 per year of participants. In all likelihood, since I’m caring for one of my parents, I’ll get to see all of them pass on within a short period and then make my decisions.