What my brain would prefer me to do after ever. single. interaction: "Please fill out this form to rate my behaviour in this encounter.

1. What clues did I miss?
2. Did I respond with the appropriate “uh hmm” s while listening?
3. Did I behave in a weird way?
4. Did I say something inappropriate?
5. Did I interrupt you when I already understood what you meant?"

and other, similar questions LOL

“Was that good? Did I do a good job seeming normal? Someone tell me please. Oh god they think I’m fucking unhinged don’t they?” Sleep is disrupted that night in rumination and worry

I’m a normal human just like you