muse

Not all reasons are learned externally. It’s possible for someone to have a craving that cannot be satisfied, just as it is possible for someone to not be capable of understanding the feelings of another person.

Focus - Hocus Pocus is playing in my head now

The loneliness had always been a challenge for me. Even before I knew I was trans, I went places looking for something not sure of what: beaches, boardwalks, arcades, pool halls, nightclubs, raves, electronics stores, museums, gaming, etc. Getting into synthesizers helped me get through a really difficult time.

I’m happy to talk if you want to DM me. I’m not in Germany but neighbors.

Jane Goodall said something very moving, to the effect that you matter and every day on this planet you make a difference.

There was an Outer Limits episode with this plot - “Identity Crisis” with Lou Diamond Phillips