ay mates lelkins here

i am an adhd fellow from romania that draws once in a funnily colored moon. i like video games and foss stuff. and foss video games. and other stuff. idk.

note that i edit my comments and posts a lot. i am very forgetful. also why is the bio limited i can’t even describe myse

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Cake day: December 4th, 2024
  • lelkins@lemmygrad.mltoGenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 114, Week 8
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    4 days ago

    sarah bread lololololol romanian for bread is paine lololololol

    jokes aside, i have relatives that believe in dimensional aliens and fucking REGRESSIVE HYPNOSIS

    LIKE THEY SHOWED ME A VIDEO OF SOME LADY BEING POSSESSED BY DEMONS PRETENDING TO BE CHRISTIAN ICONS/MURALS THROUGH HOLOGRAMS… ALL IN A FUCKING ZOOM CALL

    1 HOUR LONG

    sorry for talking about this shit, i saw “psychoanalysos” and thought of the “alien cultist soul freeing 2d rock 5d alien 3d person fellow all religion is demons sucking your soul energy” stuff some relatives of mine believe in

    people believe in this shit because capitalism forces everyone to not go to the left path, only in the fairy tale world or some shit

  • lelkins@lemmygrad.mltoGenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 114, Week 8
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    4 days ago

    the fuck i ever did to them, i just got born with all that and they think it’s the measles vaccinvaccine lmfao

    i know that capitalism allows these conspiracies to exist to undermine leftist thought but i will never understand that. i know the reason, but my brain refuses to understand it. like, my entire family believes in chemtrails and blame them for every sickness they get. it makes no sense realistically but they believe in it with all their heart

  • lelkins@lemmygrad.mltoGenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 114, Week 8
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    4 days ago

    i know people who are anti-vaxxers. they’re extremely vocal, i think the ones you are talking about are a different kind compared to the ones that i know

    they use me as proof that vaccines cause you autisms and shit and that vaccines are “the devil”

    romania is starting to get more and more anti-vax cause of covid. like they already don’t trust the government much, so now far right romanian news outlets are all in on antivax shit because “the leaked 8chan”. my entire family became anti-vax cause of some incidents surrounding me and “autistic traits”

    “they injected you with adhd!!! they made you a vegetable!!!”, i heard it all

    fucking hell. i don’t wanna mention chemtrails and flat earth, i know people that believe in those too. i talked about it some time ago here so idk

  • lelkins@lemmygrad.mltoGenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 114, Week 8
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    5 days ago

    i never interacted with r*ddit but my first ever post (my introductory one) for some reason has a fucking downvote, i will never understand why

    do people hate me this much? are my shitposts that bad?

    my effortposts based on a hyperfixation i have barely get traction but my shitposts sometimes skyrocket. and i still get downvote. hell, i literally don’t get anything in my foss game posts. i don’t feel like writing them anymore cause of it.

    i planned on making a post based on a comment i made here on c/games but what’s the point if i’d just get zero looksies and thus zero interest in open source games that i personally enjoy?

  • lelkins@lemmygrad.mltoGenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 114, Week 6
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    16 days ago

    i was hired for 3 days and now i already have to send shit back… IN TRAINING. THEY FIRED ME IN TRAINING. it’s a good day today

    i feel like total shit, i’ve been lied to from the start and now my anxiety levels are going haywire

    this was supposed to be my first job, this was the only company (a subcontractor actually) that actually gave a shit to the point of calling me, the rest ghosted me or just straight up told me to fuck off

    this is a job where i had to lie all the time, down to my name and origin (or a lack thereof), down to “i have an offer just for you, a loyalty offer” and shit. this is a job where i had to put up with customers that will swear their asses off because someone else lied to them and i am supposed to ignore them. i can’t fucking do any of that

    tomorrow i will go to uni and shit, i really need rest to compensate for all those 3 days and shit