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Cake day: December 30th, 2023

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  • Hell. I feel this so hard and empathize. Admin at my former university are asking everyone to write qualitative summaries of why their programs add value to the school. Then they cut funding based on abstract metrics. The only people left are the muppets. They will be administrating themselves soon as all the professors and students will be gone.

    In solidarity, feel free to vent any time via DM.





  • I am not an economist. I am not an expert on anything consumer. It is, however, plainly obvious that companies are trying to squeeze blood from a stone at this point. They can’t make money anymore with pay to own and innovation like they used to for a variety of reasons. From greed to enshitification. If you look at it with a different view, everyone is poorer because they are greedy, they’ve ruined everyone’s lives but must make numbers go up. So they find new and terrifying ways of screwing you over for diminishing returns. Like this. Relying on turnover sales and nothing else.



  • Doing OK. Have an interview coming up. Fingers crossed.

    Been getting into Enshrouded with friends and really enjoying the social connection and fun. Needed the brain break, as I feel burned out from the application treadmill.

    Finally, want to spend the time to learn a new skill. Mid life so was thinking R and getting further into Python to enhance my data science chops. Recommendations welcome on that front.



  • Academic. 50+ applications to universities across the EU and UK. Finally got an interview but did not get the job. Inching closer! Its an insanely bad job market for academics, and an insanely bad job market generally. I’m going to keep at it but looking at alternatives. I am lucky to have my job through December.

    I’ve started working with a career coach to help me deal with defeatism. I’m also tired of the rat race - publish or die. Grant competition. Favoritism. AI everywhere and metric tracking everything. I’ve done everything right and am looking at finding new meaning that doesn’t involve so much free labor and struggle.



  • Academic. 50+ applications to universities across the EU and UK. Finally got an interview but did not get the job. Inching closer! Its an insanely bad job market for academics, and an insanely bad job market generally. I’m going to keep at it but looking at alternatives. I am lucky to have my job through December.

    I’ve started working with a career coach to help me deal with defeatism. I’m also tired of the rat race - publish or die. Grant competition. Favoritism. AI everywhere and metric tracking everything. I’ve done everything right and am looking at finding new meaning that doesn’t involve so much free labor and struggle.






  • Not great. My job is ending in ~10 weeks. Academic. My market is saturated and some. The amount of rejection letters for applications rivals the post 2008 world. Tried everything. Trying to continue my work, seek funding, but I don’t do grants and schmoozing for money well. I’m starting to wonder if I’m aging out or just so far down the pecking order that the surge of new and fleeing academics is making it impossible to continue. Lots of doubt. I get so much joy from my classroom, my students. And I may not get to do that again. Its terrifying and is shaping my day, overwhelming the good that is there.

    So I’m scared, doubtful, and its compounding.



  • I’m new here. I’ve sat on short stories and some other works for too long. I’ve been writing a children’s adventure story which started as a gift to my kid. I finished rewriting it and completed a first draft that I’m going to table and come back to re-read.

    In the interim, I started writing a sci-fi novella based on academics facing authoritarian takeover and punishment. Something I sadly know a little about.



  • I made some stupid anxiety driven mistakes and luckily did not get hurt too much for it. A grant I was working on, rather rushed new organization, was shit and I was politely told just to stop as it wasn’t going to work. 3 months of work, but learned my lesson to slow down and not rush forward. Now if I can only maintain that lesson for the rest of my days.