I usually don’t interact with Social Media, I just lurk. But reading this had me in tears and I just wanted to type out a few words waiting at the train station rn. I’m agender and also don’t like having a penis. I wish it would just disappear and I wish I just didn’t have any gendered characteristics. No need to delve deeper into that right now, though. One of my closest friends is transfem (a shared hatred for having a penis is a really nice bonding agent) which is one of the reasons this hits really close to home for me.
Now, to actually get to a point: I just want to give you some kind internet words in the hopes that they can maybe at the very least let you know you’re not alone in all this. I would also like to offer you to reach out to me via dm if you need someone to talk to. (I could dm you some channels of contact if you want)
I don’t know you but I looked through your post and comment history a bit and you seem like a wonderful and lovely lady. Please don’t let this piece-of-shit system ruin that. Don’t let it take your life.
Seriously, please don’t hesitate to reach out if you think you could benefit from that. You’re worth that, you deserve to have someone to talk to who can at least somewhat relate to what you’re going through.
I’m German too, so no language barrier there.
Lots of love
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