I have found that mine often come back around, even if it’s many years later. Which is nice because I already have a bunch of books or whatever on the subject, though I had previously barely touched them. So this time I might read a few chapters. Or even the whole book! - I’ve noticed my attention has gotten somewhat better as I age. Many topics I’ve returned to 2 or 3 times now. It was really helpful for me to realize that. Yes, it’s an extremely long list, but it is not infinite or completely without structure.

Can you elaborate on your second sentence some? Trying to understand better where this comes from

Interesting answer. Would you mind trying to explain a bit how you think you got that way in the first place? Where do you think that early mindset came from?