But most people don’t spend their waking moments trying to enforce these tribalisms.

That doesn’t matter. As long as they are enforced, “how often” doesn’t factor in. You only have to blow out an “invader” 's brain once.

As they get older, most people become generally better at thinking things through. Less likely to act on impulse, and more likely to listen to others. They learn about viewpoints way outside their own and start to become less self-absorbed. At least that’s my experience of growing around my peers.

Absolute horseshit. This stopped occurring in the early 20th century - if not earlier than that.

Not only that, but you’ve seemingly driven yourself into an almost schizophrenic delusion that everybody is after you, looking for a chance to tear you down in whatever way they can. That’s just not the case.

Then explain to me why exactly zero people supported me during my childhood. Not my parents not my peers, not school faculty, NO ONE.

If you can’t explain that with statistical logic, without resorting to sucking off the human species, you’re full of shit.

If your tendency is to explode on anyone who disagrees about your worldview, to compare them to murderers, then I’m afraid you might just be the problem in your lack of a social life

I’m not trying to have a social life anymore - you assholes proved that you’d sacrifice your lives to prevent that in my junior high.

I’m trying to secure my survival against a species that refuses to control itself. A species of rabid dogs that put on airs. You don’t just “disagree about my worldview” - you’re trying to annihilate my very identity so you can enslave me with your bullshit ideas.

I WILL NOT INTERNALIZE YOUR BULLSHIT, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU FIGHT ME!!!