• Flying Squid@lemmy.worldOP
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    4 months ago

    Yes, hence my saying I also think I am a horrible, worthless person.

    Also hence my saying I would not continue to exist if I didn’t have real world responsibilities.

    I have been shown very clearly by the universe that I’m a mistake.

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      4 months ago

      You know, there comes a point when you should also realize the shit you cause other people when you just spew stuff online.

      Take a break once in a while dude.

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        4 months ago

        Take a break and do what exactly? I can’t walk more than half an hour without having to rest for two. Like I told you, I’m a mistake.

        I also have nothing else worth doing and almost no one else to talk to. I may not deserve to live, but that doesn’t mean I’m not lonely.

        But yes, you have already made it clear that you agree with my self-assessment. Anything more you wish to tell me about me?

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          4 months ago

          Watch tv, read a book, play video games, learn a job you can do while sitting a computer.

          Come on dude, take a little personal accountability, I’m dealing with multiple disabilities myself, I don’t use it as an excuse to be a miserable dick online.

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            4 months ago

            I can’t not be what I am not. I can’t not be horrible and worthless and don’t deserve to be alive. We already established you agree, so why are you continuing this?

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              Yes you can, avoid social media, read a book.

              And you’re the one responding to me now, why are YOU continuing it. Yes you crave attention, but this isn’t the attention you need for your mental health dude.

              You would be a case study on what not to do.

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                4 months ago

                I don’t really crave attention beyond wanting to talk to someone other than the only two people I ever see. But, again, we both agree that I am a horrible, worthless person who doesn’t deserve to be alive. I’m not sure what continuing to let me know that achieves. I’m also not sure why you think I should take your advice when you feel that way about me. Why would I take the advice of someone who thinks of me like that? Do you think I take my own advice? Every time I do, I fuck up.

                Which is why the universe has decided I am worthless and which is why I am being punished for it.

                Like I said, I won’t take the easy way out because I have responsibilities, but by my calculations based on the weight loss I’m experiencing due to my health issues, by this time next year, I won’t need to. So that’s something for you and most other people here to look forward to! You’ll never have to read a post from me again by June 2025! Won’t that be great?