The primary reason is to explore my actual life. You know, like I wanna watch myself being born in 3rd person view. I wanna watch my parent’s reaction to me being conceived. (I’ll skip the actual conceiving… that’s too weird lol).
Like I’d probably fast forward a lot, but I wanna like see what I was doing.
What the heck was I even doing as a kid, how did I even pass the time? I have snippets but its a very blurry memory with blackholes. How did I managed to like… just exist without internet?
Find missing pieces, lost memories.
Watching myself used to be able to just be… happy…
I might have a self-obsession, memory-obsession, something.
How much do y’all remember about yourself? Would y’all want to explore your own past with a hypothetical “chronoscope”?
That might be interesting for a while.
Generally speaking, I don’t really look back very much. Going forward is more like my thing. I feel like looking back might be boring, depressing or otherwise useless. Maybe I’m just escaping my past, who knows.