The primary reason is to explore my actual life. You know, like I wanna watch myself being born in 3rd person view. I wanna watch my parent’s reaction to me being conceived. (I’ll skip the actual conceiving… that’s too weird lol).
Like I’d probably fast forward a lot, but I wanna like see what I was doing.
What the heck was I even doing as a kid, how did I even pass the time? I have snippets but its a very blurry memory with blackholes. How did I managed to like… just exist without internet?
Find missing pieces, lost memories.
Watching myself used to be able to just be… happy…
I might have a self-obsession, memory-obsession, something.
How much do y’all remember about yourself? Would y’all want to explore your own past with a hypothetical “chronoscope”?
I’m 100% on board with this! Although, full disclosure, I have recently come to the realization that I carry trauma from my childhood and that I survived in large part because I was able to block out so much. So I’d take a chronoscope only with very careful, intentional usage. But, it would be so amazing to get to see, from the perspective of present-day me, what went on back then!