Lemmy does the same thing to me, actually. Granted, I have over 8,000 notifications, so I don’t know if that’s because of the amount that I have or what. That being said, feel free to message me or something Here, Matrix, Discord, whatever I don’t talk to a ton of people, so like, conversation and stuff is cool. And I do things other than whine.

Today though, yeah, a lot better. The landlord has accepted the rent transfer. Bills are mostly paid. Most things are kind of taken care of. I am far luckier than I deserve to have been able to get the help that I did from everybody here.

As for the apologies, that is a combination of being Canadian and traumatized. It is a habit that I am trying to get over. It is easier said than done You have no idea how fucking bad I am trying to not say sorry. For saying sorry. Not as a joke. Just… yeah.