Yes, you’ve heard me right. I’m unemployed for a year now and getting depressed all the time with no hope on the future for me. I’m well educated but still getting offered like below minimum wage. It’s so hard to get a decent job and make something useful. I feel depressed all the time and this effects my reading ability so much. I can’t focus and go out since I’m broke. Luckily, my family didn’t kick me out yet but I feel like lost all ambition and desire to make something. I fear now, I’m gonna quit from living and be a number on a capitalism’s victim list. I’m struggling to find a reason to live nowadays.
You have to find purpose outside of waged labor comrade. If you aren’t already, do some volunteer work, go to local party meetings if you can. Just do something. If you are lucky you might even find paid work through the people you meet doing this.
I’m sorry you’re going through this. I spent just a few months far from home and jobless in an extended stay and I have never felt so awful.
It’s a systemic torture comrade. My local leftist parties are doing not much job but I support them anyway. Maybe an event in 3 months since I’m living in a rural city. My city doesn’t offer much but you’re correct maybe I can find another office job.