Yes, you’ve heard me right. I’m unemployed for a year now and getting depressed all the time with no hope on the future for me. I’m well educated but still getting offered like below minimum wage. It’s so hard to get a decent job and make something useful. I feel depressed all the time and this effects my reading ability so much. I can’t focus and go out since I’m broke. Luckily, my family didn’t kick me out yet but I feel like lost all ambition and desire to make something. I fear now, I’m gonna quit from living and be a number on a capitalism’s victim list. I’m struggling to find a reason to live nowadays.
Thanks for your effort but I tried every possible combination to keep my head up none of them didn’t work. I wasn’t drinking alcohol untill this year. Got alcoholic, spent my savings to shut voices in my head then I lost my desire to work, meeting with new people, getting a girlfriend or having a pet. I just wanted a simple life but ongoing housing crisis and extreme unemployment (a Mediterranean classic!). I can’t continue like this. I’m losing my desire to wake up anymore. I’d be okay to not waking up tomorrow morning. I don’t know why I keep going.