The girl I loved so much, even if I would take her for granted, just sent me a goodbye message. I don’t know what this means, or in what way, but she’s gone.
Lexi is gone.
The girl who would buy me stuff even when I stopped.
The girl who always texted even when I was too busy sleeping or playing Minecraft.
The lovely girl who did everything to make sure I was happy.
We just weren’t on the same wavelength. She wanted to kiss me and do romantic stuff. I didn’t, so I just strung her along and I talked to her about it and she said she needed some time to process what was going on…
She just said goodbye. I texted her, asking what she meant and she hasn’t responded. I think she broke up with me.
Take some time and figure yourself out. I saw your other post about this and I think you need to do some reflection on what you want and don’t want in a relationship. Once you figure that out, look for that. Be up front about it in future relationships.