Why the fuck shouldn’t I kill my self?

Seriously, give me a fucking reason.

Idk can someone help me find a teaching job in the north. They won’t call back because my address isn’t there. I applied to hundreds of Chicago and Montana and other place jobs

I’m certified to teach every core high school subject. Every single one. Math, English, history and science. Test me on any of them if you don’t believe me. I’m best at science and math but I’ll do anything anywhere

here’s a kofi I guess

Edit: I’m really touched and honored by the fact that people have sent me money. I don’t know how to be grateful enough. I feel a little bit more hopeful about the world, I’m reeling from the fact that people wanted to help. Thank you.

    • krawutzikaputzi@slrpnk.netEnglish
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      17 days ago

      Seriously the idea with the go fund me sounds like a reasonable thing to do. I came here from your last post and was thinking about how to help. Didn’t want to send money to anybody online but would chip in one go fund me. Looks like you’re at a breaking point anyway, so why not just try to go somewhere trans friendly and try to get a teaching position there. Before you kill yourself why not? Doesn’t seem like any family or friends are helping you out in Oklahoma. I don’t know about the specifics in the USA and if you’d be worse of somewhere else because of social benefits I might not understand.

      • andros_rex@lemmy.worldOPEnglish
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        17 days ago

        so why not just try to go somewhere trans friendly and try to get a teaching position there.

        I applied to something like a hundred jobs in Chicago public schools last year.

        I don’t really have any familial support. I don’t have an address I can put down in state that’ll mean my application doesn’t get thrown out. I’ve tried. I’m alone. I can’t do these things by myself.

        • krawutzikaputzi@slrpnk.netEnglish
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          17 days ago

          Have you got an apartment you rent now? Unfortunately I don’t have any idea about logistics and moving in the USA. Are there any trans friendly communities in other states which could help you out with finding a position or place to stay? Maybe post in trans communities on Lemmy if they have any ideas. I’m just brainstorming right now… But seriously what could go wrong with setting up a go fund me? You really seem to be on a breaking point and I guess everythings overwhelming right now. I just try to think about options other than killing yourself.

          Sorry just realized that you put a kofi thing up there and I guess that’s basically the same as a go fund me I guess :)