Why the fuck shouldn’t I kill my self?

Seriously, give me a fucking reason.

Idk can someone help me find a teaching job in the north. They won’t call back because my address isn’t there. I applied to hundreds of Chicago and Montana and other place jobs

I’m certified to teach every core high school subject. Every single one. Math, English, history and science. Test me on any of them if you don’t believe me. I’m best at science and math but I’ll do anything anywhere

here’s a kofi I guess

Edit: I’m really touched and honored by the fact that people have sent me money. I don’t know how to be grateful enough. I feel a little bit more hopeful about the world, I’m reeling from the fact that people wanted to help. Thank you.

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    Because you being here and making to the other side of this (and YOU WILL) makes the world better for anyone else who goes through it after you.

    You CAN do this. I hope you choose to stay. I know you will change peoples’ lives for the better if you do.

    Please don’t go.

    National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Call: 988 Available 24/7

    LGBT National Coming Out Support Hotline 888-OUT-LGBT (888-688-5428)

    LGBT National Help Center Youth Talkline: 800-246-7743 Senior Hotline: 888-234-7243 Monday thru Friday, 4pm to midnight ET; Saturday from noon to 5pm ET

    SAGE LGBT Elder Hotline 1-877-360-LGBT (5428) Connects LGBT elders and caretakers with friendly responders who are ready to listen. Available 24/7, in English and Spanish, with translation in 180 languages.

    Trans Lifeline Trans Lifeline’s Hotline is a confidential 24/7 peer support phone service run by trans people for trans and questioning people. Call us if you need someone trans to talk to, even if you’re not in crisis or if you’re not sure you’re trans. 1-877-565-8860 (United States) 1-877-330-6366 (Canada) Oprime 2 para hablar con unx operadxr en español.

    Trevor Project Phone: 1-866-488-7386 Text START to 678-678 Chat online LGBTQ young people can connect to a crisis counselor 24/7/365 from anywhere in the U.S. It is 100% confidential and 100% free.

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      Trans lifeline didn’t answer, and I’m scared of calling the other lines because last time I did I ended up in a facility where they called the police and put me in the woman’s word.

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        I’m so sorry. You deserve better than that. You deserve someone to listen to you and tell you how important you are to then. So allow me: You, andros_rex, are important to me. I mean that. Your existence makes the world better, and thus, you literally touch my life in a positive way by just being here and being you. You are very clearly a good teacher (otherwise you wouldn’t have been offered a job in the first place) not to mention a good person, and I wish there were more people like you, with your skills, to have a positive impact on the world around them.

        You’re in the lowest low-point of your life right now. Situations always change, so it’s statically impossible for you to be in this low point forever. Stick around and keep being the amazing person I’m absolutely certain you are, even if it’s just out of spite… don’t let those assholes win.