I feel that. I used to be bullied, but few years ago I started having proper friends and improved my social skills. Then I lost few friends because I went too far in my “jokes”, I thought we were that close for those kinds of “jokes” (which is at this point it’s an insult).

At one point I realized that I’m such a bully sometimes when I have to be spontaneous during realtime chit-chats.

But I don’t be sorry is when I use abusive language to bots when I tried Duckduckgo’s ai tools one time. I do feel like it to do that to bots, because I know it’s not going to cost me a friendship.