I feel like a total loser maybe because of hormones or possibility that ive done nothing my whole like. Ive had some interest/ideas on what to do but all of them are complex and im not sure how to start simple. I want to make games but it requires coding, art, a cool idea, and more but i stink at all those stuff and im impatient for some reason. Its like i want life to be easy but its not. The only think ive pushed thru is dnd, i like it depending on the group, but right now i feel burned out and numb. I just need something for my personal life. It would help if i could do it from a computer because thats what i have or for free.
I’ve built my whole world in D&D with its own pantheons but the one that took most of my time and helped a lot was buying my first raspberry Pi and learn Linux. Imo, it has gotten me through so many rounds of layoffs and somehow I’m still working there.
So do you want a hobby to relax or to develop a side skill? I got out of depression by developing a sense of worth with my work.