My family would typically expect me to be into women. Some people, maybe men. But I really feel nothing for any gender at all. I like the idea of being in love and having a love interest, but the closest I could feel is what I thought was “love” due to feeling pressure around me. Or maybe to concepts or non-gendered people/entities, I don’t know how to describe it.
I’m glad you’ve found the words to describe how you feel.
What does it mean to be demiboy? That’s a new term for me.
It’s like when you feel partially like a boy, but not quite. For me, I feel partially like I know I’m a guy, but a part of me feels like it has no gender at all.