I feel like there’s nothing to look forward to anymore.
I feel like my life has come to an end.
There’s nothing I can do to keep making myself happy and enjoy.
I feel like there’s nothing to look forward to anymore.
I feel like my life has come to an end.
There’s nothing I can do to keep making myself happy and enjoy.
Yes, it sucks, and I’m busy not dying myself right now. I’m going to counseling, telling the truth to everyone, lying still and staring at the ceiling a lot, and it’s still difficult.
Keep fucking going. Because I’ve been here before, and it got better before. I expect it will get better again: for me, AND FOR YOU.
Stay away from mood modifiers, they don’t help they hurt. No pot, no booze, no sugar, even cigarettes/vapes aren’t the best. Eat more meat if you can. Drink water, not sugary or diet stuff.
I know it sounds like a lot, but fuck, if you’re ready to throw it all away anyway, give something else a chance first. Just keep going.
I really care that you stay with us. Don’t go.
Hi. I think I’m okay now after having breakfast and some coffee, and I went to my parents’ small house, although they are busy. Of course, I’ll seek help and go back to my clinical psychologist if I receive the financial aid from my government.