
I didn’t read your original comment so it doesn’t matter. I’m also jaded. I debated hitting “submit” or not because when I’m at my lowest idk that any “cheer up! You matter!” Empty BS helps at all. But I figure fuck it. Nothing makes you want to live more than going to a funeral that wasn’t supposed to happen. And walking out of a shitty job can work surprisingly well. Or at least knowing you can. Maybe not in this economy, but it’s better than listening to your boss plan out the next few years of your life and it sounds like torture.
Either way, being depressed sucks and I’m just thinking that I feel much better now just telling my current job that I’m not impressed when I think they’re fucking up. Even if they don’t fix it. You sound miserable there so any changes YOU make in your life are bound to be better.











In the winter especially, you go to work in the dark. Spend all day indoors with no windows while the sun is out. And then drive home in the dark to a dark house.
You get so depressed and lose motivation. And what did you gain? Less money than last year.