i’m genuinely starting to believe that some sort of demon or satan himself is inside me. i know it’s not real and i should get help, which i am getting, but i just needed some comfort or perhaps anecdotes. no criticism please and i don’t think i need advice, i’m getting help and i will talk to someone. it feels like a demon is giving me urges to say mean things i normally wouldnt say. i’m crazy aren’t i?
i just need comfort or perhaps someone share similar experiences.
i dont know if youre crazy or not, thats on you to evaluate and decide.
however, i have been struggling with some delusion and paranoia. i been feeling like i served my purpose and thinking its my time to end. before recent events i was thinking i would find my purpose and then my life would end. i FELT it so strongly i couldnt ignore it at all. all day every day. now im trying to put together the pieces of my mind and heart because i made some bad decisions when i felt like i had no time left and started fearing everyone in my life. am i crazy to think and feel that something touched me and told me i was gonna die after i did what i was meant to do?
No, that’s for a qualified medical professional to diagnose…